Hello, are you haunted by that video of Amanda Batula spitting into West Wilson’s mouth during their trip to Italy? Do you demand answers and refuse to wait for another uncomfortable Bravo reunion to find out what happened?

Well, West is “breaking his silence.”

During a whiteboard recap of his Summer House scandal with The Broadcast Boys, the former reality star explained, “Olive. We were like spitting olives seeds up and trying to catch them. We were jokingly like ‘haha [spit]’ really close. Am I a little freak? Next question, brother.”

Now we can sleep again (barely), I guess.

Oh, and elsewhere in the interview West confirmed reports that he won’t be returning to Summer House, saying, “I wanted to tell it on my own but, uh, that is true.” He then added, “In their defense, I don’t think it would have been a fun summer. We’ll take a T.O. in the penalty box.”

As for where he sees himself and Amanda in two years, West said, “her backyard,” and then added, “If I’m gonna be so honest this has been kinda insane, it’s hard to really know what a normal day in my life looks like… I don’t think my relationships with everyone on this board will be mended, but I do see the light with a lot of people on here. Pretty obvious which ones.”