queen-mihai : Now comes the real test. I did the work, I made the announcement to basically everyone who is even vaguely aware that I exist. The only thing left is to see if ANY of it mattered or if it’s just “cool”. “Impressive” Am I a skillful author and engineer who has caught the attention of the world? Or am I a sideshow clown who got 3 seconds of applause for doing my best trick and now that it’s over I get thrown back in the trash heap I guess I’ll see. If I ever get any orders. The excitement is dying down already The work is starting to seem less cool and more “pointless” There’s still the weakest glimmer of hope in my eyes. But now that I’m done with the performance, I guess it’s time to see if the humanity I spend so much time fighting for… Thinks I deserve to live The Bookshelf | Queen Mihai I guess we’ll see