这一年经历了很多低谷，很多困惑。思索了许多类似于“人从哪里来，要到哪里去”这类的问题。

最近终于有一点点感悟：

（1）世界是多元化的，接受这种多元化，有贫富，有善恶，有悲喜；

（2）不要先去想自己想要什么，先想想自己能做什么，然后一步一步向你想要的方向走，哪怕慢点，每个人路线和速度都不可能一样；

（3）哪有什么天才，都是靠努力一步步积累来的，十年，二十年，一辈子的专注，你做好准备了吗？《寿司之神》里做了一辈子寿司的次郎，米其林三星厨师，你感受到他的职人精神了吗？

（4）找到自己的路。想起若干年前电影《燕尾蝶》中固力果唱的那首“My Way”，真是再次触动我心里最深处。希望自己鼓起勇气，坚定意志，不再想成为另一个“谁”，而是坚定的，做唯一的一个”自己“，不管前路多艰苦，不管经历多少失败，不管外界声音如何，不管是别人眼中的“捷径”亦或是“漫漫长征”，我都希望走自己选择的路，因为我希望回首往事时，我能无悔地说“I did it my way”.

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.
I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.
I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.
To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"Oh no, oh no not me,
I did it my way".
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!
 
Yes, it was my way.